26 5 / 2012

I texted loren asking what was up like an hour ago.

she never answered me.

turns out my text never sent.

oof, awk..

25 5 / 2012

This girl in my class is planning a game of senior assassin.

I don’t want to do it.

Does that make me an asshole?

Ugh.

21 5 / 2012

so, when does summer come so I can be home minimally?

how many days?

how many?

20 5 / 2012

I just saw him for like two days straight and I already fucking miss him.

I don’t care if this is weird or not normal. I love him and I miss him, damnit.

bring him back, pwease.

I need him with me, please.

13 5 / 2012

zak’s hanging out with jake and mariah again.

don’t get me wrong, i’m glad they like him and he likes them.

i’m really glad my friends are getting along with my boyfriend and vice versa.

but, the idea of them hanging out without me, still makes me uncomfortable.

like, he said he thought i would still be at my grandparents, but even if i was, he could’ve asked to verify.

like, i’m no mad i’m just, uncomfortable.

and i hate it.

fuck.

11 5 / 2012

hey you,

why are you so rude when it’s completely uncalled for?

just wondering…

05 5 / 2012

it hasn’t even been three months yet, but let me just say

being in love is one of the best feelings there is in this world.

even if this isn’t everyone’s definition of love

it’s mine and his

and it’s absolutely amazing.

05 5 / 2012

Adelphi is offering me $8000 a year just in scholarships.

totaling $32,000 over 4 years.

still doesn’t make me want to go there any more.

ah well.

avengers was fucking awesome, by the way.

01 5 / 2012

paige said I couldn’t sync my spotify with my itunes.

and I found a way.

hahahah! >:)

01 5 / 2012

so, I have probably little to no chance considering how tyt has worked for me in the past, but I would LOVE to play the female lead in Music Man this summer.

It’s definitely a soprano part, and the audition piece is going to go pretty high. I can hit a high C on a good day with pretty much no problem. and especially during chorus or with a lot of people, my high range is totally fine.

but, when I’m by myself and I get nervous, I get very flat very easily.

I want to prove to everyone there that I can do this. musical theatre isn’t my thing but I love doing it because it’s so much fun. I have the ability to do this and I want them to see it. I hope it pays off.